~blue-fairy-girl

The last book we read in English was Into the Wild. The biography of a young man named Christopher Johnson McCandless. He came from a well-to-do family, but shortly after he graduated collage he left without saying anything to his parents, including his sister Carine, to whom he was close to. He abandoned his beloved car, and burned the money in his wallet, and hichiked for two years to Alaska. Four month's later, some moose hunters had found the bus he'd been living in. And also his body. He'd been dead a few weeks prior to the hunters discovery. One thing that highly influanced McCandless disition in leaving, with out saying anything, was his parents. Aparently his dad was married when he met his mom. They hid that fact from him and his sibling.

Once, again, I'm having problems with my dad. No matter what I do, it's never good enough for him. We were working on my driving today, and I was having trouble putting it into park, and he was getting snippy with me, even though we were in a driveway. He clearly knew I wasn't happy with him. But he couldn't put two and two together and realize that it wasn't just about driving. And then when he said "It wasn't the shifter, it's you," I walked out on him.

He said, I should apologize. But frankly, he should apologize to me. I work as hard as I can, and all he dose is notices what I didn't do. It always happens.

I can't even talk to him about it. It wont change anything. It never dose.

I'm honestly thinking of just disapearing like McCandless did.